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Happy birthday, Dani.

Jun. 5th, 2010 | 03:54 pm
posted by: the2belo in butts4evarrr

Still missing you horribly, and wishing you were here.





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Oct. 5th, 2009 | 11:17 am
posted by: xqjennaqx in butts4evarrr

This is a really hard time of year. Good friends of mine just welcomed a baby girl into the world yesterday, and it just made me think about that big, corny, circle of life. My wedding anniversary is coming up, and that's always going to be bittersweet. It brings up the memory of one of the best days of my life, but also the memory that she wasn't there.

Miss you, Dani.

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Oct. 5th, 2009 | 12:43 am
posted by: mileshedgehog in butts4evarrr

*sigh*

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Jun. 4th, 2009 | 07:48 am
posted by: the2belo in butts4evarrr

Happy birthday, Dani.










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Hi, Dani.

Apr. 13th, 2009 | 04:35 pm
posted by: the2belo in butts4evarrr

I am pretty sure you would have appreciated my new LJ icon.

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Jul. 31st, 2008 | 09:15 am
posted by: sida_al_hurra in butts4evarrr

I've been away for some time. I came back on July 29 because I heard about the earthquake in CA and wanted to make sure people were posting and okay.  One of the first things I did was go and read Dani's journal.  I loved her-- she was funny, smart, real and just lovable.  Anyway, I read about her going back to CA and about all the problems she had been having.  I didn't realize her last journal entry was October, I thought it was January (I wasn't wearing my glasses and those damn numbers are all italicized and weird).  Anyway, I never looked at the comments on any of the posts and I went home and as I drove I thought about Dani and what had been going on.  I wondered why she hadn't been around in a while and I resolved to come back and comment in her journal and try to text her to ask her how she was and ask why she hadn't been to LJ.  Well, yesterday I started reading the comments and I couldn't fkg believe what I was reading.  I still can't  I have had a lump in my throat and a knot in my stomach ever since I realized.  I am crying right now, actually.  Okay, and this is from someone who never spoke to Dani in person or even on the phone, my only contact with her was through our journals and the few times I got to listen to her on the radio.  It goes to show what a special person she was that so many people who never laid eyes on her in real life loved her so much.  I feel cheated and I thought she'd always be here.  She SHOULD be here.  The world is so much less without her.  I hope she truly realized and believed how special she was.  My heart goes out to James and her Mom.  What can you do or say, though?  Nothing short of going back in time and changing what happened and having her back would make things right.  I am so sorry.

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Jul. 17th, 2008 | 09:55 am
posted by: tessemily in butts4evarrr

http://syndicated.livejournal.com/hascheezburger/737890.html?mode=reply

this is terrible, but of course i thought of dani right away.

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May. 20th, 2008 | 05:43 am
mood: nostalgicnostalgic
posted by: frankiethirteen in butts4evarrr

From time to time, I'll be thinking about something, and suddenly for no reason, I'll just be like, "make 'em say unnnngh unnnngh, na na na na." 

The only time Master P references should ever be allowed.

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May. 19th, 2008 | 05:36 am
posted by: frankiethirteen in butts4evarrr

I know it sounds weird and all, but does anyone still go back and read Dani's old posts?  I do from time to time.  Not like it feels any more like she's still with us (though I do feel like she's watching), but because through good times and bad, her journal was always a pretty fascinating peek into her head.  She was just...relatable.

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I'm sorry.

Jan. 21st, 2008 | 08:11 pm
posted by: the2belo in butts4evarrr

Due to excessive scheduling on the part of my boss, it was essentially impossible to get any time to even think about visiting Dani's grave, much less make an attempt. It'll have to wait until next time.

And there will be a next time. I will go see her and make peace with myself, someday, somehow.

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